hmm well, im a total fake.
today i slipped back into my usual life, went to Tanna's at lunch, spent all my money on stupid shit, skipped the rest of the day. oh yea, not good. it was fun tho, thats why its so hard to resist, i love it there, i just hate the guilt that comes with it. theres 3 places in this world that i feel at home, her house is the second best (first is qwanoes)
last night i got the strong erg to cut again, today i got a new blade, and the temptation gets worse every second. please pray for me, i dont know what else to do, but i hate how shitty it makes me feel sometimes.
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could you throw that blade out?
ReplyDeletei pray.. and will continue to Grace.
mm thanks Laura
ReplyDeletebut i cant throw it out, i need it.
okay.
ReplyDeleteps.
dont forget.
"the world will give you alot of trouble, but i have overcome the world."