starfeild

it was sooooooooooo great. okay so Tara and i went in and right away the ticket lady was like "oh hi grace" and im thinking "oh no, who is this, what do i do, who is she, ahhhhh" but dont worry it turned out fine, it was Brittney's mom. then i saw Jaymie Hayward! she's amazing. then i also saw Jeremiah and Kennan. so yeah, i knew a lot of people there, but that part is not important, okay so back to the concert.

it was so amazing and it reminded me how good it feels when God is the most important thing in your life. i prayed and asked him to make it happen again, to be the very center of my life and not let me drift away due to depression and temptation. and then i was thinking, wow, im at a starfeild concert, worshipping God, where as at this time last year... not good. He really did rescue me. and then they sang the hand that holds the world. thats been like, my song for the past.. almost 2 months. a while later they played reign in us. another song that has been like, wow. during the summer it was my favorite song. even now, its still one of my favorites (i never have just one favorite song) it was so amazing! cant even describe it.

they played a song that i didnt know but i think its becoming my new favorite. though when i listen to it now its kinda like looking at a picture of niagra falls after seeing the real thing. but its so great. definately encouraging because it reminds me of how much God has done in me and encourages me to keep fighting. its called revolution. and omg it was the most epic thing ever in concert. especially because i was like right in the front. here's a few of the lyrics...

If I'm here all alone
If I'm left behind
If they spit in my face
If they hate my kind

I will rise above
I will live for love
I will answer to the call
For the bond between
For the depth unseen
For my God forsake it all

'Cause I'm a fire
I'm a flood
I'm a revolution
I am a war
Already won
I'm a revolution

oooooooooohhhhh and after the concert, we got to meet them! i got them to sign my p.u.s.h bracelet.