goodbye qwanoes? or hello again?

i think my time here might be done? i'm not sure yet, but i think that its time for me to branch off, be independant and dependant at the same time. depending only on God. i think its time for a crazy adventure. this place feels like home, but it isnt. its time for me to learn and grow and mature and get ready for adult life this year. and next year... who knows what God has in store for me. but i have this thrilling thought of going somewhere thats out of my world. a city or maybe even just another town, but not youbou, not lake cowichain, not duncan, somewhere farther, bigger, full of more oppourtunities than i can imagine. somewhere that i can go, unknown, and get to know some new people, start a new chapter. i hope this is God's plan for me... but for now, i will just wait and prepare. one day i will break free.