this is a lot harder than i thought it would be. time is moving at light-speed. today i'm finally getting time to look into scholarships and actually spend more than 5 minuites on the computer. but most days, i'm insanely busy from start to finish, and then it starts all over again. free time means homework time. even luch at school... y'know that breif time we get for socializing, is spent either doing homework or going to leadership and yearbook meetings. yeah.. theres a lot of work. i havent been spending personal time with God because by the time i have a moment to do that, i fall asleep within seconds.
the times when i have time to think.. which only last for minutes, barely, i tend to have memories and thoughts come up that i hate, and i can't make them go away. i legitamately have times that i would love nothing more than to grab a giant rock and smash my head in with it.
i miss my friends. especially her. but i have so long to get through before i get to see her again. and even then it will only be for one day. but i fully intend on making the very most of it.
in other news, at least Ben is happy with his new girlfriend and her kid. i get to see him more now.
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