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okay so wtf is going on? 

talked to my momma today, she said i dont really have to go back to school right away and i dunno what to think of that...  

and then ledger house will be probally novemberish..

and then this year is going to be horrible. no lie, it will be the worst year of my life. im trying to follow God but i know that as soon as i get back things are going to be absolutely horrible and i will be completely alone. i wont even be able to talk to my 'lifeline's. life sucks.

camp is great tho, still dont know about youth camp tho.. should i do it or not?