um... God def answers prayers.

so i was praying and wishing i had somebody to talk to when suddenly the door opens, Claire walks in. we talked about a few of my stresses and my dilemma with church. i feel a lot better now. i think i've made my decision too. after talking to Jeremy (who by the way, looks a lot like one of my brothers) i thought maybe i might go to new life or some other church in duncan . i could go to new life, bethel, north cowichan alliance, or st. andrews. i dont know anything about st.andrews, bethel doesnt sound like the right place for me, i didnt think much about north cowichan alliance until i met someone who goes there and i figure it would suck if after january i never saw him again, and new life sounds really awesome. so i dunno. but i do know i'm gunna pick one of them. 

so yeah, i was thinking id head up to the a-frame to study (thats where im staying- how cool is that) when suddenly i thought of jonathan and how he used to go to the library all the time, so i went there and a guy was there so we talked a bit and i feel a lot more comfortable now, and i think i was definately wrong about the new kaleos, they are awesome people. this new guy is really cool but then he told me that he lives in alberta, just like jon, he was in the library, just like jon, and he's in room 211, just like jon. so yeah... thats pretty weird. i guess i just need to give these kaleos more of a chance instead of thinking of them as the replacements. 

anyways, i got the energy boost i needed. so hopefully that will last at least until next weekend for juniors retreat.