okay so today we went broke. i dont even know whats gunna happen now its just crazy and now we need to make an insurance claim and the absolute best case scenario is that we're out a thousand bucks and the insurance pays for the rest which would also result in larger insurance bills because this is the first time we have ever had to make a claim, i guess we're blessed that way. now to some people a thousand bucks isnt a big deal but we are part of the working poor which means we live paycheck to paycheck and there is no way to get ahead. it will take until summer to recover from this financially. and we already live in a house that is built on dirt with no foundation and a roof that leaks and a floor that is extremely tilted and water that has to visit every single drain in the house before going down the drain, leaving vegetables in the bathtub, oh yeah and on top of that guess what my rooms are built on? the roof. thats right. it used to be a one story house but then the people that used to live here had more kids so he just built more rooms, right on top of the old roof. and on top of that winter is coming in more and more each day which means the pipes will freeze and we will have to live with no water for christmas. but it could be a lot worse. i mean, yeah its rough but im sure we'll get through somehow. i guess i just need to learn to rely on God more, no doubt he will carry us through this, and i can learn to enjoy the things i already have and stop wanting things. i'll just have to spend only the absolute bare minimum amount of money. which means i might not be able to do any more random trips to victoria or vancouver. which means i'll really have to depend and rely fully on God because without them i'm kinda alone on this, besides Tara. but thats okay maybe i needed this, i havent been relying on Him enough lately, and he will provide, no matter what happens i will be okay. praise Jesus for being there!
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