something to think about

why me? why would God pick a little insignificant useless sinner like me and give me a purpose and a new life and a huge job to do. can i really handle this? isnt it just a little too much responsibility? does He really think i can do this? isnt this kinda biting off more than i can chew? hmm... nope, i have Jesus, and He rocks!

please pray people. for me. for my friends. for the youth groups. for fuze. for youbou. for lake cowichan.

and another thing that happened to me today.. i was talking to someone about music choices, they asked if it was bad to listen to 'questionable' music. i told them it is because we need to be in this world and not of this world so listening to worldly garbage is not going to help us at all, it will bring us down. but the thing is... i havent been doing this lately. i listen to music that is so full of garbage im pretty sure Matthew would smack me upside the head for it. and i told her not to do it. which means, i need to stop listening to it as well. i know what its like to have someone tell you not to do something and then do it themselves, im not going to do that to her and that is a promise i made to her, to myself, and more importantly, to God, and for God. but its hard. i like to listen to that kind of music sometimes, but i know i shouldnt. i dont know what im going to do now.. i mean.. can i really just go and delete those songs from my ipod and computer playlist? its a difficult thing to do, i dont know if i can. and im not saying that this is like some big huge sin or something, im just saying, i promised. and i refuse to be a hypocrite.

so to all that read this, please pray that i would be able to do this, for God, so that i may be less worldly and a better follower. also, that in so doing this i may set an example for the other believers, and keep my promise.

... but grrr... that means deleteing some of my favourite songs and bands. ahhhhhhhh how the heck am i gunna do this?