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not that anyone cares or anything, but im not actually gunna do it. i think all i needed was somebody to talk to but no one was available and then i ended up od-ing on my melatonin (its a natural sleeping suplement, i even googled it, theres no danger in it and yet it still knocks you out right away) when i woke up i was mad. i dunno what was up with me but i woke up thinking 'fuck everyone they dont care' and then i saw that Jon sent me a message. it was really encouraging. so even if no one else cares, he does, and God does. im gunna keep fighting.