i love how, when im feeling all alone and about to fall hard, my c.i.t's are there for me right away, even when nobody else cares, they do. thats all i need. and with a little help from them and God, i know i'll be okay. God is always with me. sometimes i just forget it. so, broken as i may be, i will run to him, no matter what.
3 more days til staff training.
i'm so stoked. but extremely nervous. last night i actually considered dropping out of c.i.t. but then i talked to my girls. they comforted me. i looked at pics from last years c.i.t's, and i am beyond stoked for this. im finally getting somewhere. after all the shit i've been through. maybe my story will help somebody. maybe it will all be worth it. maybe.
i have one more struggle i need to deal with. a big mistake about to happen. and the one person i need to talk to seems to be too busy for me. i guess i'll have to figure it out on my own. this sucks. well... at least i'm not 100% useless... even if it is the worst use ever.
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you always have more than one person to talk to, and God is never too busy.
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