this is home, so why so many doubts?

i am home, surrounded with people i love and people who i dont know yet but they still care so much and are ready to get to know me, like as soon as i got here there where people i didnt know welcoming me and sharing in my excitment and nervousness. 

and guess who's here?

JAYMIE HAYWARD!!!!!!!! hell yeah! 

it feels good to be here, but also kinda doubtful at times, i mean, how can i be a good role model for the kids who will be coming next week (when i start CIT!!!!!!!) 8 days ago (unless you count today in which case, 9) i was smoking weed... 

and i dunno, a lot of thoughts going through my head right now, but its hard to talk to anyone cuz im in dishpit and everyone else is busy all week doing staff training stuff. oh well.. 

my c.i.t's are friggen amazing. like.. super fantastically amazing. its so fun. 

guess what we did today? tim tam slams!!!

k theres gunna be a lot less blog posts from now on cuz i have better things to do than be on the computer. 

p.s Tara i love you hunny, gunna miss you hella.