i dont belong here. this is a mistake. and right now more than ever i feel completely alone, even tho im surrounded by amazing friends that care so much, but they are all too busy to talk, and this week im not fitting in with the cit's, they all know each other, and i dont. why am i here?
clearly God is trying to tell me something, maybe he is the one breaking me right now, but even though i desperately want to run to him, something is stopping me. i almost cut at camp, thats a huge problem, good thing i came to my senses.. its still tempting.. but if i do it at camp... dunno but it would be bad, really bad, i wont let myself do that. i need to be strong. so why do i feel so weak and breakable? i wish i could talk to someone, but of course, everyones busy..
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