ahhhh

"she looks up to you, you know.."

am i a good enough person to look up to? i have such an important role now being back here, i have to be careful, i need to strive to be more Christ-like in everything i do. its a burden and a blessing that he has placed on me and i am amazed that he would pick me so that he could work through me, what a blessing. and its such a miracle, she's going to youth group and asking questions and i am so friggen proud of her.

the thing im working at the most right now, is getting rid of old idols and stuff i need to let go of, its all in the past now. i am striving to become more of the person God want me to be. please pray for me.