Wednesday, November 11, 2009

inside this shell is a prison cell

why is it that after all this transformation and after all the amazing things God has done for me im still tempted to cut, i still want to go back to my old life sometimes but theres no turning back now, im not the same as i used to be. and no matter how much i want to do it, i've got people who are looking to me as an example, i told them not to cut and i refuse to be a hypocrite. grrrr but i want to. and my scars are begining to fade which scares me because i've never not had them since i started and i dont want them to go away because they a part of who i am. my scars tell a story and without them my past would only be a memory.


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