do guess what i just found out... my dad blames God for my suicide attempts.
another life ruined by me. how typical. frickk why am i still alive? i havent done anything significant with my life, i havent impacted other peoples lives (positively), and then theres all the people who would be far better off without me.
k so everyone has a lifeline list right? well all through last year i had 4 people on mine, today i thought about it and i changed it, my list now contains 2 people. both of whom are difficult to get a hold of most of the time but w,e. maybe God is trying to teach me to rely more on him and less on other people.
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it's not your fault your dad thinks that. don't hold it against yourself.
ReplyDeleteyou have far more than 2 people, grace, and you know that. i'm sorry i haven't been able to pick up the phone, i've been knee-deep in so much junk i don't even know how to deal. i didn't want to half-ass a reply to your message, but i am praying.