sorry it took me so long to get here
sorry i messed up so many times
sorry i havent been following God as much as i should
sorry they left you
sorry i left you
but please realize that to stop believing in God because his followers left you would be a big mistake.
i know you need support
but i need to grow
it cant be the blind leading the blind anymore
i promise i'm coming back.
i love you
i wish i could leave right now
but God's not done with me here
i hope you understand
it wasnt us leaving you
it was us following God
and he sent me here to grow and learn and serve
and i'll only come back stronger
please dont hate me for leaving.
...I don't know who this is about but if it is about me umm I am defenetly not mad at you for going to camp! I would never be so selfish the blog I wrote has nothing to do with you It's about chris and kerri.
ReplyDeleteAnd I am not upset that you left to go to camp at all sure i miss you and all but i know it's the best place for you to be.
Don't you remember me saying that like a million times before you left?
I don't need support, I am doing just fine and will get over things.
I need you to know that I might not be here for very much longer it's hard to explaine.. and no im not going to do anything stupid but still.
and if this isn't about me..im going to laugh at my self for writing all of this:P
it's totally about you.
ReplyDeleteim glad your not mad at me but its so upsetting knowing how difficult things are for you, i feel so guilty even tho i knew it was about them.
what are you doing? are you running away? when? cant you stay just a little longer?
It's ok it's my own fault, It wouldn't have to be so difficult but there isn't anything I can do right now.
ReplyDeleteLike I said before.Ontario and not untill mid september but please don't worry about it, I haven't fully made up my mind.
anyway I must go out into the real world..
and hang out with people.
Umm ill try and come visit this saturday and if i can't then i will visit this thursday at tuck time. phone me today if you want.
p.s DON'T FEEL GUILTY!!
there are many things you can do...
ReplyDeletei love you
i has good news..
ReplyDeletemight not be leaving after all..found a house to stay in instead.
bad news..I have fricken Salmonella Poisoning...NOT FUN! so I might not be able to come visit this week it's supposed to be like this for like 5 more days, but there is a chance it might go away sooner so yea i'll try and come.
give me a call soon i have some things to tell you!