lets get these teen hearts beating faster, faster

so much going on, so much to think about.

from family changes to new friends to new routines to graduation to thinking about the future. the future seemingly meaning leaving this town, my friends, my family, my life.. and heading to a place i've never been before thats supposed to be good for me.

i'm terrified

i'm excited

i'm homesick

i'm suffocated

i want to stay, i want to leave

i'm so confused. and that brother of mine... he's stupid but i love him... and i'm so worried she's going to break his heart, even though she's great and i love her.