so sick

she's the pretty one,
the successful one,
the lovable one,
the favorite,

and i don't even get a name.

i feel like it will always be this way. i feel like i'm always going to be the ugly duckling. the one who never gets noticed. the one who will always end up alone. but the thing is.... i would rather be unnoticed and alone but with a beautiful heart, than be pretty and everyones favorite but be shallow, caught up in the world, with a selfish heart.