what is going on with me?

i thought i was out

i thought i was free

but now satan got a hold on me

and im trying to fight him off

but i'm sick of trying

i just want to give up

why am i here?

i need to leave

and now im extremely tempted to cut

i tried to get rid of the blade, i tryed to ask for help but nobody was listening

and now im scared.

somebody please help.