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theres a million things i wish i could say. theres so much i want to get off my chest, but i don't know how to say it. sometimes even when i do try to talk about it i don't feel understood, and i don't think i know how to explain it. sometimes i wonder what the point is in talking about it anyways. most of all though, i just wish i had a sister or someone who could actually be here with me. so... to those people with a sister close in age to you, please realize how very lucky you are.