Sunday, September 19, 2010

things on my mind

- what have i done with my life? have i benefited anyones life? have i done anything good? i feel like i've never done anything important.

-does mental illness run in the family?

-what would what happened back in april 2009 look like from their perspective?

-i'm afraid to get to know these kaleos that go to my church. 2 of them i already know but i'll be getting to know them a lot better if i see them almost every week. i'm afraid i'm going to get too attached. i'm afraid i'm going to replace Jon and Trent with one of these kaleos unintentionally. i know i'm going to get hurt at the end of the year. i know it, i know how painful it will be for a while, and thats what i'm walking into as soon as i walk into church today. i know it.

- will i ever do anything with my life?

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