" everyone says you seem to be doing better this year, you're grades are improving, you seem to be happier, you're attending classes, you're getting more involved.."
"oh yeah.. who said this"
"teachers, counselors, we've noticed it.."
then why do you refuse to even entertain the idea i might not be the same person i was, why cant you consider the possibility that maybe i have changed? or have i? but can you see that there is a reason behind this? can you tell that i have found something far greater than this world? something to live for? can you see that change is possible? or is it just something you wonder about but never ask questions about? please ask questions momma i want to tell you all about it!
how can i do more? i want to have Him shining through me, but i feel like im still stuck in darkness.
Lord, i still love you and i always will, please help me through this. i want to serve you better, and right now i feel like im useless because i feel a disconnection to you and i dont even know why. bring me closer to you Lord please, i have nothing without you. amen.
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