wtf

so i was talking to my mom and then i said "i miss my kaleos" but i didnt mean the kaleo 6's, i meant the k7's. i cant believe i actually called them "my" kaleos. wtf is going on here? i can not let myself get attached to them like that. they are not "my" kaleos and they never will be. i need to stop thinking of them so much, i do not want to feel like this about them. they will leave in april, and i dont want to deal with the goodbye. i refuse. im going to toughen up and pretend like they never even exsisted... or i would... if i didnt love them so much... but i dont think i can do that... i'm going to miss them :(