looking back

i was reading a post someone wrote on tumblr something about journaling and it made me think. geez, if only i had kept a journal since like... last april... it would make it so much easier for me to see in myself the changes that everyone else says are so obvious. im not kidding when i say i dont see them, like... i know i have changed a lot since last year, but i can't pick out specific things that have changed besides my actions, and sometimes i wonder if theres much of a difference in me since last year, but at the moment i can feel it more. i wish i had kept a journal. it would help me right now, im sure. but either way right now i find myself continueously being amazed by the things God has done for me in my life. i wonder how he could possibly do more, but i know he will.