personality tests

my mom said i have a "personality disorder" causing me to thrive on writing to the point that i will actually go insane if i go too long without writing something. we did something really fun today and now i have all the phyc's confused as to how i can come up with a good story in 2 seconds and it flows just right. they're analyzing my brain some more. im afraid. im afraid they will put me on another pill like concerta. if they do, i will be a zombie again. i hate being a zombie. i wonder if i could fake the tests, pertend to be normal, but then i wouldnt be me. but i also feel kinda special, one of the phyc's told me i'm talented :) but im so scared theyre gunna try to drug me. i dunno, its weird.