i hope you get that steam roller

i hope he reads this..

i always thought it was my fault but it isnt. i thought you were a horrible person but your not. i thought you stole everything from me and i was destroyed but as it turns out you didnt destroy me you made me stronger because i learned an important lesson. i thought i had to be afraid of all guys because they could turn out like you but that was wrong. i thought that i needed justice for what you did to me but i dont, i need to have mercy. more importantly, you made a mistake and it hurt me a lot and although i will never be able to forget what you did i realize now that it was a mistake and im letting go. you did not destroy me, instead i learned things i would have never discovered. and i would never have this glorious moment of just letting go. i forgive you. and i forgive myself.

i pray that you would seek help, i worry about you. i hope you move on and do great things in your life. i hope you find a reason to live a long and joyful life, one that does not involve murder or suicide.

i want good things for you. and i regret being so hateful and bitter all theese years